Seriously. It’s always at around this time of the year.
Many many things are going on in my mind.
Of course, I decline to mention what’s going on my mind. But I’m feeling very vexed now.
And when I’m feeling very vexed, I go for long cycling sessions. Somehow, cycling can make me think better. Especially when the song that suits my emotions is blasting away in my ears.
And I’ll have a very serious look on my face. I hate to be disturbed when I’m in such a state. So when some people refuse or block my way while cycling, I’ll glare at them.
Very rude I know.
But too bad. If you are pissed at me, you can always come after me. Let’s see who’s faster.
I’m kind of disappointed now. I’m surprised. Or maybe shocked is a better word to use.
Things are going wrong. Things are getting out of hand. It will prove to be a disaster if no one is there to control the situation.
Think Ah Seow! Think!
No matter how hard I think, I can’t get the answer now.
Yes. Half the answer is out. But the other half is not. And half the answer to me is still no answer.
I have this very bad feeling. Things are going to be very wrong. Someone is going to be unhappy.
I’ve said before, I’m a very simple person. I live a simple life but think in a complicated way. Which is why I don’t talk to people about how I think, unless that guy is super close to me. Because that guy knows how I think inside out without me saying anything.
Which is why some people think that I’m quiet and mysterious. Which is why I am still quiet and mysterious.
I feel that some of us have neglected one another’s feelings in some ways.
No matter what, my stand is still the same. I don’t care if my plans and efforts are being appreciated. My gut feeling just told me I must do something.
Time is running out. I need to think.
There may still be a way out. And this will depend on what will be going to happen next. But it’ll be difficult to satisfy everyone.
